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This is how I feel today!  Livin My Life Like It's Golden........

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Jesus said, Ruth, “your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.”
Mark 5:34

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  1. UnknownMarch 19, 2018 at 6:21 PM

    Ruth, this is a good example of your faith and Spiritual well being. Faith is defined as belief with strong conviction; Believing is not exactly the same as faith. For belief to be faith, it must rely on what is certainly true. “Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen” Hebrews 1:11. There's no time for evidence collection, to wait, to hear, for certainty. Just keep walking in your faith and Jesus will manifest himself in your situation.

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