Joy


Remember when I told you that MS can & will walk over you?  Well, here I go again; feeling like I’ve been walk on, up one side & down the other.  In other words, I have been sick for about a week in a half.  I’m just starting to feel normal, whatever that is.  Today is the first day that I could get out of bed by myself.  Basically, according to my husband, it was like I was a paraplegic. 

However, I decided that I’m not going to sit around feeling sorry for myself.  I’m not going to have a “whoa it’s me” moment.  I might be slower, I might have to do it a little different but I’m not going to succumb to MS.  I’m not going to be sad, depressed or none of that because I’m a child of THE MOST HIGH GOD!

I’m not telling you that everything is peaches & cream.  I’m still dragging my left leg along.  What I’m telling you is, “Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him” Job 13:15.   I have to.  Jesus is all I have. I have a wonderful husband of 33 years who I love & he loves me dearly, I’m blessed to have both of my parents but my husband can’t do it, parents can’t do it. GOD IS MY SOURCE. …………………

When MS hits me like this, I find most comfort in God, oh, sometimes he does use my husband.  Probably more than I know.  As I said before, God did not create me to fear or worry so therefore I’m going to lay it all at His Feet.

Until next time!

Lady B

"For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us".  Romans 8:18
                                                                              


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